Tuesday, October 11, 2005:
what is her freaking problem. do i have a choice if i have to go to a dentist in australia because of my teeth? is it my fault that my teeth cant be finished by the time i leave? and wah lao. how am i to know that i'm going to australia at the beginning of last year right? what the hell is her problem man. and she was still saying that my teeth looks so much nicer now. she's really.. argh. i cant stand it. what did i do man.. i dont even know why i'm going. GRRRRRRRRR. i need to cool down.
i think me and my brother need some anger management classes. :
gosh. i dont know why everyone seems to be getting on my nerves nowadays. my tolerance is really swooping to an all time low. maybe its just the pre-exams stress. stupid o levels la. pffft. or maybe i'm just giving excuses. ah well.
hmmm. another thing i did yesterday. timely reminder to keep god in focus instead of letting life take over your decisions. how life seems to go on past without stopping, and you get so out of breath cos you get so rushed and stressed to keep up with.. life. sometimes, its a good thing to do to take a minute, just a minute, to just reflect on the little baskets of joy and love that life brings, the small miracles and wonders that god has done for you. hmmm. i think i need to listen to what i say.
god you know what, as much as i say that i only need you and you alone, and no one else in this world matters, but i wish you were right here with me, comforting me, guiding me, watching over me. god help me not to lose my trust in you. keep me strong and burning for you.you are the peace that guards my heart
my help in times of need
you are the hope that leads me on
and brings me to my knees
for there i find you waiting
and there i find release
so with all my heart i'll worship
and unto you i'll sing
for you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father
i worship and adore you
father
i long to see your face
for you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father
i love you
and
i worship you this day
- you alone
a shout of praise.
7:45 PM
